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I'm having now
my.. our dearest 94 year old great-grandma is slowly dying
the woman who grown up us. survived WWII. always was beside. always was so kind and nice..
and have the biggest heart I ever saw
the thing you never thought can happen. you know it have to.. but.
but it happening right now. right there.. maybe about almost a week
I can't really get over it still
so big piece to handle
I can't listen something about, I can't draw something to express the feels. I can't..
its just too much. bigger then anything
because it's the life.. the Life. nothing can be more
and at least I.. and we are happy family.. we have time to say goodbye to our dear friend. and she's.. too.
still can't believe
and I think I'll never do
my.. our dearest 94 year old great-grandma is slowly dying
the woman who grown up us. survived WWII. always was beside. always was so kind and nice..
and have the biggest heart I ever saw
the thing you never thought can happen. you know it have to.. but.
but it happening right now. right there.. maybe about almost a week
I can't really get over it still
so big piece to handle
I can't listen something about, I can't draw something to express the feels. I can't..
its just too much. bigger then anything
because it's the life.. the Life. nothing can be more
and at least I.. and we are happy family.. we have time to say goodbye to our dear friend. and she's.. too.
still can't believe
and I think I'll never do
s7e10
dat episode
DAT EPISODE
I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE
asdfdfadfggdfgsgfgd
seven years, SEVEN YEARS of waiting for princesses episode (+amazing bonus [spoiler]!!!)
YEEEEEEAAAAAAH
Stuff
Ok there's one year since last journal and what can I say, I think I made it! It took four years, actually, and I'm still all sick, weak and dead in common, but oh my, I can communicate with people like norman person again and my art productivity.. it was a surprise, making ideas and sketches never was so easy before, maybe since my childhood or, like, never ever! For now it's like I have a new head, the cool handy tool I can easily use when I want to and this is sooooo f****g amazing T___T
With this new head I can keep a few shows at once, instead of old times, when I could have only one for a time (and still with the low activity in it!).
Some explanations
Since I'm sorta back for a time I think I should explain my rare appearances there.
It's health problems mostly. No, nothing really serious, typical neurosis/neurasthenia/anxiety disorders and so on, I believe many guys here know these fellas too. So when I have my meds and everything inside and outside me is quite good - I can draw (it happens about once in year, lol), but then the good effect disappears - with reasons or even without them - and goodbye, my lovely creative life, again, see you later! Maybe..
Okay, after 3-4 times using meds during last 4-5 years I sort of learned how to live without it. For now I didn't use anything since
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Star Called Sun | Brazzaville
16.07.14
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I'm sorry. I know that it's hard to deal with this, as I am experiencing this right now. We have an old cat that's been alive for my whole life, and she's not doing very well. I'm scared because I know what will happen eventually. But I can't believe that it will. She sounds like a good person, and I'm so very sorry for what you're going through right now. And always remember that no matter what happens, she loves you very much. I will pray for your family. *hugs*